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I couldn't stop thinking about The Ex as I tried to fall asleep last night. All about her. All about kissing her face. Not passionate and intense and full of desire, just loving. Little kisses all over her face.

My psychologist said that when one loss occurs (Sarah and Stefania) all other losses are brought up inside you (The Ex).

I need to be single.

Sometimes, it's like the past year hasn't even happened. I mean, it has, but thought and feeling wise, no. Like nothing has changed.

For so many reasons, I need to be single. That's hard. And sad. It's like the whole past year didn't even happen.